When Stars Go Blue.

Tonight’s the first night i finally had a proper double date with Jo San, Hariz and Salwa. We went to Tarindak which is just behind the Arts and Handicraft Center. Its a very traditional Malay buffet serving everything Malay from the ambuyat to lamb rice whateves.

Its been a while since we last plan on doing such. Things never go as plan. But when its all spontaneous, it works fine. Which reminds me of my Singapore trip with Carrie them all. We both (Carrie and I) planed it all out. Meeting Freedy and Rach and Chen! Going to the BEG concert, Universal Studios and all the walking up a hill or some duck pizza and the spiciest chicken, and it all never happen. HAHAHA

So yeah~ it is lovely that both couple get to sit down at the dinner table and talk. I finished a bowl of ambuyat 😀 it is an accomplishment and also, my ‘cacar’, the sauce or gravy to dip with, was planktons! Dun ask me, but it tasted really good! smell bad, but taste good!!!

Its really late here now. Its 4.45am, and i just got back from Hariz’s place, after watching tons of movies and have some deepass conversations! Today is movie day i swear!!

In the afternoon, i watched Hostage with Hariz, and then i watched Moulin Rouge with Jo San and Hariz, and then Hariz and i went back and  turned to Star Movies and watched some voyage shit of gentleman, Asylum and Doomsday. 5 movies in one day!!! HAHAHA

Anyways, i got a busy day tomorrow. Nights y’all!!!

when she left, plants wither and die.

heyheyheyyy!!! its kinda off to start something with a sad tone, but waking up from a sleep isn’t but very happy when the sun is still down and its only 2.33 in the morning.

Walking out of the bed to pee is a dread, but getting outside to the cold dark night to smoke is a relief.

While smoking, i was playing with golden( my dog ),and seeing how the plants are all dried up and i thought to myself, my current maid isn’t much of a gardener.

Yes, i do miss my old nanny. I miss her dearly and i know nothing in this world can compare to the love she lavish upon my family. Sometimes, opening my closet full of clothes would bring a sigh in me. Thinking,’ hey, i haven’t worn this in a while and knowing she was the one who last washed it’.

You never know what you have till its gone..

The brighter side of my life is to wake up and to know Jo San is waiting for me to call to ask her out for lunch or just a ride in my Vicky. Sometimes, i just do not realize how lucky i am right now. Seeing new set of curtains in my room ( Jo picked it ), ever-growing card collection, not to say my perfumes are constantly increasing in number. I really just can’t wait to try all of them on.

My blogging life might just resume. There isn’t much happening in Brunei, but the constant news of people breaking up. So depressing.

This is one serious blog:S HAHAHAHA!! its a start.

Nights!

February with the Brown Eyed Girls.

My February is a blast and come to think of it, i am quite sad that February 2010 had only 28 days!! Every single day, i can say, its sooo good!!! SIOK KALIAAA!!!!!!

Honestly, the monthly blog thing is fucking crazyyy!!! I MEAN!!! SERIOUSNESS!!!!! ok, when that month is fucking active, then, jia lat laaa!!!! TOH D!!!! SO yeah, the blog for what-i-have-done-in-February would be filled with pictures, thanks to Carrie;)

February, like i said was filled with activities. And the biggest shit of all, we all went to Singapore. I meant ‘we’ as in Freddy, Rachel, Carrie and myself. Meeting up with Kai and Chen. NOW FUCK THIS!!!!!!

We all went for one reason and one purpose. BROWN EYED GIRLS!!! GA-IN!!! OMG!!! SHE LOOKED SOO PRETTY!! whats more amazing was that, it was in Zouk!!!! and its not very big, so the furthest place would still be very very near!!!!!!! CHAD IT OUUTTT!!!!

Brown Eyed Girls

Rachel, Carrie and I @ Zouk

it seemed like everyone has a cam!!!!

the tickets for the party-concert

So after Zouk, we went to Rebel( Chen’s favourite club) to drink and partayyy!!! Everyone had fun!!! Hardcore drinks was served. Shots of abs kept returning, and Ah Wee bought us some unknown crazy drink.

The Ah Wee's mix

Tequila to mix with champagne

The night, as i said was crazyyy!!!! honestly, it went from crazy to insane!!! drama rama happened. The drama brought all the Brunei clan together! Saw Ivan and his little bro, with Faiz at Clarke Quay.

Went to Din Tai Fung the next day for some amazing Xiao Long Bao.

@ Shokudo Market place?? dun even start abt the food!!!

before I left Singapore, Chen took Carrie and I to Na Na. Projection night 🙂

breakfast at Hong Kong Dim Sum

having Katong Laksa!!!

flagging for a cab is really fucked up nowadays.

karaoke at Party World.

We chose to go for some photoshoot at Clarke Quay one night. Experimenting with Carrie’s new lens!!! SOOO AMAZING SIAAA!!!!! sample below 🙂

fantastic lights ahhh..

I dun remember which month this is, but i am sure it should be like early Feb, cos it was before CNY!!! yeah, had sleepover at Carrie’s with Chen, Freddy and Azim. BAKING IS REALLY FUN!!!

Carrie being an illegal immigrant. HAHAHA! we all went to Kuala Lurah for a drink.

February is a very sporty month. We played golf, we futsalled, we played badminton and we( Carrie and I) watched pro badminton with Shigs.  Met other acquaintances at the stadium.

bu- llleeeeeeeeeeeeeeEEEeeeEeeEEeehhhhhhhHHhHhHHhhhHh.... *cough*

what else can i talked abt for CNY!!!!!

TUT TUT!!

JANUARY 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HEYHEYHEYY!!!!!!!! Instead of me posting/blogging daily… probably now its monthly cos SOOO MUCH IS HAPPENING!!! So, the first blog of 2010!! i bet you had a fantastic start-off of 2010!!!! cos i know i had a blast and January was amazing. Having Carrie, Freddy them all and not forgetting the unique UBD famirry (hugs) love you all!!! what can go wrong 🙂

January is the time of the year. Always will be. The start of a new year!!! and also,the greatest birthday falls on Jan :)!!! can you ask for more???

AM I RACIST??? thats the main question.. cos seriously.. ppl think i am.. i love the different races man.. lemme refresh the loving memories 🙂

i've got a red hair buddy whom i love alot!!!

there is a pakistani,afganistani and so many other races whom i enjoyed working with.

i blended perfectly with the locals 🙂

i stole with the chinese 🙂

a singaporean whom i love to hang out with!!

a japanese whom i frequently play badminton with.. frequent meh?!?

a vietnamese who buys me cards 🙂

NOW!! I LOVE ALL RACES, SO DONT YOU NIGGAFUKAS CALL ME RACIST 🙂

Anyways.. looking back through these photos, i am thankful for Carrie who helped me through out so much in 2009 🙂 love you hunsss xoxoxox

can see how long we haven't been doing this!!!!

So 2010 🙂 visually.. my January looked like this:)

a moment with my bestie ❤

the UBD boy band.

i got an iPod for my b'day gift 🙂 love y'all!!!

ANOTHER UNFORGETTABLE KK TRIP WITH THE UBD FAMIRRRYYYY!!!

adding to my poster collection:)

Happy Birthday Carrie ❤

Not all KSPS are clean. Right Rach??

January- fucking hot!!!!!

January-full of traffic!!!

January-full of accidents!!!!

and accidents...

Neen, i know why Mir is taking the photo(reason shown above).. but shud you be smiling..

and January - fucking wet!!!

Unitek had drama.

cafe world was and still is 🙂

my listener ❤

There… January!!!!!! CNY IS POPPING UP SOMEWHERE!!! I WILL UPDATE SOON.

Till then, Buddha boy signs out!!

TUT TUT!!!

Am I ready to give back what 2009 gave me?

HARROW HARRRROOOOW!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009 is obviously a shit year for me. So 2009, go fuck cock 🙂

I did not gain anything much but i sure have lost alot. I did cherish some happy moments but seriously, most of them are as bad as fuck.

So many people turned emo, so many dramas, so many haizzzz man!!!!

But, like i said, its not so bad afterall, if i disregard relationship problems, disregard all the exam moments and JUST DISREGARD 2009 la!!! you dig??

But i do learn how to stand on my two beautiful hairless feet on my own. I would also probably learn how to differentiate a girl who loves and a girl who just needed a companion to pass her time. But the shitty thing is, i have to learn it the hard way. Don’t everyone else.. zzz…

Jelphine and I kinda combo ourselves and BE STRONG 🙂 so good for us 🙂

Anyways, from the friggin Feb of 2009, till Nov, It is a piece of ugly shit, thats all, but December is all sunshine and rainbows 🙂 i am probably sitting on rainbow with pockets full of sunshine 🙂 Thanks to Carrie, Freddy, Rachel, Jelphine and not forgetting the Shahminans.

now for the best week of the year 🙂 my last week of 2009!!!!

so one NY resolution?? HAHAHAHA!! SAY NO TO RACISM!!!!

3…2…1 OK!!!!

ITS CHRISTMAS EVE TODAY!!!!! and noo, i haven’t been hit by that kindred Christmas spirit 😦

However, i had an amazing time today!!! everything went soooo well!!!!! first of all, Jelphine and I are suppose to be bowling at the Empire but then, nau hiaaaa!!!! Pizza Hut sent the whole troops there to bowl!!! GG MAN!!!! however, we rented a bike and showly cycle ourselves from the the country club to the beach. It is not very far, but the weather made is tiring. But hey!!! the weather was good this afternoon!!!! so, i guess it was alright.

Took pictures as usual and Jel will post them up real soon!!!!

I was late at the Christmas gathering at Ilotus just now. HOW I KNOW STARTS AT 6!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHHA!! i went when they are closing :S HAHAHAHAHHAHA so uselesss. Makes me feel like i went there to eat. But i didn’t. Rachel, Becky and Jasper ate!!! lol!!!

Went to Yappy, WITHOUT FREDDY!!!! so yeahhh!!! i swear, they have serious good food man!!! Jelphine joined us later, after her dinner at the Empire. Na beh, her life revolves around that place man. so siok!

So we then 5 of us, headed to Unitek to get DVDs and then go to Jel’s place for rummy. It wasn’t very long since we just played last night at Bex’s. But then the dare started from bad to worse. (pictures will be uploaded soon) GG to Rachel man 🙂

Hide and seek was fab!!!!! As usual, we turned off the lights and start seeking and all. I was so scared that one of us might break something but thank goodness, nothing bad happened la. Chee Pin did not complain. No glass breaking but a few of them fell :S or isit just Jasper.

Came home and already got Jo San ready to chat. But before i know it…

TUT TUT!!!

Peak of happinesssssss.

HARRRRROOOOOOWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just got back from chilling with Rachel, Jelphine and Becky 🙂 it was really awesome la. Haven’t been out with Bex for soooo long!!!!! and what we did today, satisfied everyone. What a night!!!!

Earlier today, went to meet Amanda for tea?? at chills. Hang out abit with Sara Nic. Carrie Chong and Rach. Oh yeah, Jimmy too!! shop for a bit la.. for some empty CDs. its really fun la!! I miss Amanda soo much!!!!! Typical her, So poppy~ go everywhere like Sultan..

So, after the afternoon hang out, back to Jel, Bex and Rach to met at night. It was really sad la… like kinda late cos i have attend a family gathering which is really important. Bigger than CNY!!!! Thats serious shit man!!!

So after my family gathering, i went to pick Bex up to meet up with Rach and Jelphine at Au’Lait. Kidna pricey ahhh the things there.. But fun times:) get to see Terry who is such a douche. Always call him, he dun come, but when other bro call, he chun chun go 😦

So yeah, still missing Carrie and Freddy who are in Japan. After Au’lait, we, four of us, Rach, Jel, Bex and I went to Bex’s place ( WAH LAU!!! SO CONFUSING) to play rummy. HEY HEY HEY!!! not just any rummy, but this is serious truth or dare rummy!!! its superb!! how we created our own rules and typical Jel, trying to bend it and all.. Pffts 🙂

After rummy, we went to The Arch and lim teh for a while. They kinda force us to leave.. closing at 2, but it wasn’t 2 yet.. still got, 15 minutes left??? hahahaha

come back, still got Jo San to chat with. It has been ages since we last properly see each other!!!!! She is all busy wrapping Christmas gifts while i just sit and watch her:( so sad, no Christmas spirit yet…

TUT TUT!!!

It was awesome, no buts :)

Its really amazing how i have to time to blog nowadays. its quite sad la, This Fate and Kaminari is slowing down. Just have to wait for Carrie to come back from Japan to upload awesome pictures and wait for Freddy to return to see Rachel glow again.

Today is one fantastic day. To begin, i woke up earlier than ever ( 12pm) and then went to Secret Recipe for tea with Jelphine 🙂 It was great seeing how we catch up with every aspect of life. Bumped into Hariz and Salwa. Haven’t seen that baby girl in AGESSS!!!! good to see they are on a date in a nice hot Monday afternoon.

After S. Recipe, we both ( Jel and I) head down to Chills and bumped into Sandeep. SO MANY BUMPING MAN!!!

Had dinner with Rachel at Thien Thien. Stupiak Seri’s branch do not have chicken. How isit possible a chicken rice restaurant have no chicken left:S

We then bumped into Azim and his cousin!! OMG!!!!! I LOVE TODAY MAN!!!!

After dinner, Rach and I went to Cheezbox and then bumped into.. noo, no more bumping 😦 KIDDINGS!!! we bumped into Gladys and her guy 🙂

So at cheezbox, i had ‘dinner?’ with Rach… and this lady called Josephine Goh. Some random chick who has so much joke and who is really stressed out from some work. Kesian man.

So yeah, finally found peace when i met Charlotte and watched Avatar with her. OMG! the movie is awesome, the company was great!!! and I DUNNO!!! i love today!!!!

i do not think i can sleep so well tonight~ i am still so hyper over what happened today 🙂 especially sitting with Rach on her new car, new rented car 🙂 HAHAHAH!!!

TUT TUT!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA -Miley

HEYHEYHEYYYYY!!!!!!

I had such a good quiet day today. I have been experiencing sleepless nights for about 4 days now and not until last night, i slept all the way till today. More than 15 hrs of sleep, i reckon. i love to sleep. I miss how when i was young, sleeping in the car straight after school 🙂

Not anymore man. This is one of the many things to why i do not like to be behind the wheels. Yes, i am not one of those, WOOO 18!!!! LICENSE !!!!!!!!!!

It is kinda sad, how my dad had to force me to get one!! but oh wells, i have one now and i cannot sleep in the car as much. Well, driving is not as bad. I mean, its convenient to have your own ride. You can go out as you like. Take girls out for dates and get stuff when needed badly.

Rachel just left my house. It was a serious chilled out session. I mean, seriously!!! Like some girls slumber party, we both just stayed on the bed, talking and bitching about boys, painting nails, braiding hairs, laughing while eating cotton candy… OF COS I AM KIDDING!!!!

She came over to use the internet and then, yeah, start gossiping :S HAHAHAHAHHA and no, cotton candy, Freddy, chillax =D

So yeah, we went to Seafood Center to lim teh for a bit, talking about how Xia Xue is living a princess life of some fairytale. Honestly, when Rachel was at my place, all we did was talk abt Xia Xue and Dawn Yang and their perfect little lives( it really is lor)

My time will come 🙂

TUT TUT!!!!